Friday, January 4, 2008

ramblings...

we entered our second day of school today...woohoo???...errmm..not really...but still...i'm quite excited bout the school days to come...provided we won't be too burdened with homework or getting 1A for SPM or collecting as many certs as we can....

blearrgghh...i really dislike those who keep on pressuring us to do stuff because "you'll need the cert..."..and the result of all this cert-collecting is....WORK DONE HALF-HEARTEDLY without any real effort...gosh...i really believe that we should be doing all that we are because of our PASSION for it...or maybe, then we won't be bothered to do it at all??...i dunno..but this rat race of teenagers trying to collect as many certs as they can for scholarships is kinda disturbing...we keep on worrying whether we've got enough certs and sometimes, in more serious cases, this then leads to back-stabbing and unpleasant feelings and jealousy...not much difference from politics,huh??...not that we are that 'dirty'-lah...

anyway...first day of school is normal...we got our FREE textbooks...hahaha...the things we talked bout when we were waiting for our textbooks...hahaha...i just couldn't help laughing...i feel too young to be in form 5, really...and well..the sitting positions are okay, i think...i didn't get to sit behind jiafoong...but, nvm...she's still beside me...dawn, chin, SSKM etc are sitting too far though...*sighs*...the teachers??..hmm..we got really good teachers...no complains bout that....so, yeah...i should say everything is kinda fine...

but....good things don't last...i got a major heart attack due to some really UNEXPECTED news...gosh...so now got some 'fan' stuff to think about...but hehe...i'm not the only one involved...jessica is, too....hehe...

anyway, overall..i'm not complaining bout school, not yet....school still feels rather dream-like...but physics lesson was REAL....i vowed not to sleep during physics lesson anymore...that's a super-duper hard thing to do...today's physics was ..................i think everybody felt that way...but i managed to stay awake...barely, actually....hahaha...dawn IS lucky...

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