Friday, September 14, 2007

High Expectations....

if you people actually noticed, i have stopped blogging in xanga..and so..i suddenly have this urge to blog..and therefore, the only place i can blog is here...

i shall start with a huge big sigh....

i'm feeling kinda disappointed....with people around me...gosh...i don't know how to say...but the feeling sucks...

okay...let me start with the interact club..i don't know why but suddenly i just felt they are trying to compare me with other school presidents..okay..is not i felt..it's the fact....and they think they are better than me...fine with that..and not to say i'm sensitive or what..but i seriously think when the school teachers keep 'splashing cold water' on us..it's really hard for us to do anything...and people are saying...'aiyah, don't care la'...etc....but when that thing happen on you..it's kinda hard i have to admit..i don't want to look weak or what but i seriously have no more guts to continue walking this path of road and i really really feel like giving up....i know i shouldn't but.......it's just something very pathetic...i don't understand why those teachers are so prejudice towards this club..God know why....

grrrr....and about the keyboard stuff..i don't actually mind if they don't lend it to us...since is something pretty expensive...but i think it's rather rude to kinda 'shoot' me back when you don't plan to lend it to us....okay..fine with me...but it's enough la when you say no...nak cakap banyak tu pulak.....grrr..hating it so much!!!

forget about it...

those stuff are disturbing me a lot....

and do you believe in when you do good stuff, you'll get your return one day??

i used to believe....

not now anymore....

i think world nowadays are full with selfish, unconsiderate and pathetic people!!!!!

and i'm sick of it!!!!

grrrr...

anyway...back to Ee Xin's question...Kanagambikai doesn't have internet connection at home...so she won't come one..haha....

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